bodohnyer aku!!

ermm... dont know how to start it... deadlocked!!!  penat nak PK... haha... kan best law idop ni x der mslah.. x yah nk fikir mcm2...

 sorng gurl ni x abes2 nk kco aq... membuatkn aq bertmbh benci kat dyer,, sorng gurl ni plak x abes2 pakse aq kapel dgn dyer blek,, sorng gurl ni plak... hmm... ntah r... aq engt dyer memahami aq... tp.. hem.. ntah r.... same jer.... aq ader mslh, aq perlukn org ntok luahkn perasaan.. aq engt aq blh r luahkn ati aku at dyer... ni x... dyer jz bleh ckp ` hem.. cian apit, *** x nk ganggu apit`.

 samer jer... kter syg aq.. tp dyer buat aq cmnier... xkn r aq nk ckp aq nk luahkn ati aq kat dyer... phm2 sndri r... kan best law ati aq ni x syg mner2 gurl mcm dlu.. x der r aq pk mcm2..1 care jer ntok slesaikn sumer mslh aq ni... tp aq yakin bnder ni xkn terjadi... 

eee... bodohnyer aq.... naper la aq pk pasal gurl, gurl, gurl n gurl... mcm x der mnder len ke nk pk!! law boleh, aq nk bedah jer otak aq ni.. da r.. len kali jer r aq sambong.. not in a mood :(

first day working

today I start my work with my father .. I want to choose which one? between Ortho and art design? heih ... dizziness ... huhu ... fun design art work, but the sister who works there, like disturbing me ... ee,, furious .... all sorts of questions will they ask me .. tired want to treat them. If I take the orthographic,, i can Improve my eng. drawing. Moreover, my father asked me to do Ortho .. Okay lah ... I choose art design .. 

rest period of time, I eat with kak aya, kak isma, kak alisya and abg izmer ...kak alisya said, `syafiq, akak interested with u, i want introduce u to my sister lah.. aliza...want it?? do u have any gf?? you two are very compatible. equally vast and handsome. but, our father, not as rich as ur father..` haha funny ....they all do not stop laughing .ee ... very shame .... more embrrassed when they said my face become red... act, I don`t want to  acquainted with the gurl ..difficulty going to see people who really understand me .. moreover, I have loved someone ... haha ... oke r... want continue my work.. bye all...

i hate my ex

i   h a t e   u. .  

 p l e z   d o n t   d o   t h i s   t o   m e . .  

 d o n t   f o r c e   m e   t o   l o v e   u   b a c k .  

  i   c a n ` t   a f t e r   u   m a k e 
  m e   l o s e   h e a r t    t o   u . .

w h y   y o u   a l w a y s   h a r a s s   m e ?  

 w h y   d o   y o u   s e n d   s m s   

a n d   c o n t a c t    m e ? 

  I   k n o w   y o u   s t i l l    m i s s   m e .  

 b u t   I   c a n` t   l o v e   y o u  a n y m o r e.  

  I ' m   s o r r y    .    

 w h y   y o u   c a n ` t   a c c e p t   t h i s  f a c t ?  

d i d ` n t    u   a l r e a d y   h a v e  

 a   n e w    b o y f r i e n d ?  

 t h e n ?   w h a t ` s   u p ?  

 m o v e    u r   h a p p i n e s s   w i t h    h i m  

p l e a s e   . . .  

 i   o n l y   k n o w   t o   h u r t   u r   f e e l i n g.  . .

 I   c a n ` t   l o v e    y o u   . . . . 

 b a c k   c o z    m y    h e a r t   b e l o n g    t o    

o t h e r    g u r l . .

  m y   h e a r t   n o t   b e l o n g   t o   u   a n y m o r e  . .   i m   s o r r y 

i   c a n ` t   d o   l i k e   t h i s

m y  h e a r t   i s   b e l o n g   t o   n a n i e . . .

n o t   b e l o n g   t o   n i e n a   a n y m o r e . . .

f o r   d a   l a s t ,   i ` m   s o   s o r ry

n

p l e z z   f o r g i ve   m e

be abandoned

my parents and sister left me here with a happy heart. haha .. after they got there, my sister  call me and say `we already got here, best ... do not be jealous` urrsss .... please r.. not jealous at all ..but the reality is very jealous.. haha.these gurl to swizzle ..  like first time go to overseas..Adam's apple .. haha.. I'm jealous coz why,in many places, I never go to Australia ..its ok, after exam, i want to tell my mom take me to  more attractive place for oliday..

this is my love

 I love you very much. I don`t know how if you leave me or I leave you. but I promise not to leave you. unless when circumstances forced, i can`t do anything. . I hope no one can be a barrier between us again after this. Why are you stealing my heart? This made my heart tortured  .. haha .. I always miss you .. if i had to choose between loving u and breathing, i would use my last breath to say.............................................................. I LOVE U

all about me

Name : apit akem
Brother(s) : dont have
Eye colour : black 
Shoe size : 8
Hair : short, average
Piercings : nope
Height : 174cm
What are you wearing right now : black shirt with boxer
Where do you live : kelana jaya
Favourite number : seven
Favourite drink : frech orange
Favourite month : july
Favourite breakfast :spegathy

Broken a bone : twice
Been in a police car : never
Fallen for a friend : yes
Fallen for a guy/girl in a short period of time : i think yes
Swam in the ocean : yes
Fallen asleep in school : Always 
Broken someone's heart : Yes
Cried when someone died : nope
Sat by the phone all night waiting for someone to call : nope
Saved e-mails : Yes
Been cheated on : Yes